I the kind of person that bottles everything up until
the bottle becomes too full I have to empty it... like champange?
It explodes everywhere and once it's drained i fill it up all again.
Well my bottle is about to explode.
I feel a bit angry and i have a headache from
thinking about it too much.
I hope no one pisses me off tomorrow.
Or I hope my parents piss me off so i can take on on them
and tomorrow I'd be alright.
I have anger issues, I know I do.
Last time I got really angry,
I punched a brick wall and hurt my nuckles.
A second before I punched the wall i realized I was
getting too angry so I didn't hurt myself to the point where
my knuckles might of been out of place.
I'm a smart angry person. lmao.
Everyone is changing around me...
all my friends are too open to everything(if you know what i mean)... and the only one that isn't
had to be moved to another school.
I have no friends.
And a lousy boyfriend.(The only reason why i don't break up with him is
becuase he's the only person i got to talk to...And i do have someone else
but he's fallen for me and i don't want to hurt him since im not intersted in him... god fucking damn can't i just have a guy friend that won't fall for me??)
Oh Nataly,
I'm not calling my "friends" whores.
They are simply not who i thought they were.